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My love
Saturday, June 09, 2007, 3:55 PM
i’m feeling
down.
lonely.
lonely.
lost.
i miss those days.
days where i need not worry abt passing my tests.
days where i look forward to going to sch
i miss those days.
days where i need not worry abt passing my tests.
days where i look forward to going to sch
becos i feel i belong and happy there.
days where i have friends who know what i’m thinking,
what i like and care abt how i feel.
days where i go home aft sch to my family.
to me, sch has totally and officially lost its appeal.
i have this sudden urge to quit sch.
then i wont have to stay alone in spore,
then i wont have to put myself under all these pressure.
they say you have to be put under pressure to become a diamond.
then, i dont want to be a diamond.
days where i have friends who know what i’m thinking,
what i like and care abt how i feel.
days where i go home aft sch to my family.
to me, sch has totally and officially lost its appeal.
i have this sudden urge to quit sch.
then i wont have to stay alone in spore,
then i wont have to put myself under all these pressure.
they say you have to be put under pressure to become a diamond.
then, i dont want to be a diamond.
maybe, it's a mistake right from the begining.
i know it wont change anything now,
but maybe, i'm just not suited to be a saint.
if you know me, you'll know that
friends and family are very extremely impt to me.
if you know me, you'll know that
i hate being alone, or left out.
in SAJC, i can loudly say,
i’ve yet to find any REAL FRIENDS.
maybe those i joke around with, eat with and laugh with.
but still no felicia, vanessa, meihwa, grace or lex.
none that stay with me,
none that know me.
i’m desperately trying to find a friend.
in SAJC, i can loudly say,
i’ve yet to find any REAL FRIENDS.
maybe those i joke around with, eat with and laugh with.
but still no felicia, vanessa, meihwa, grace or lex.
none that stay with me,
none that know me.
i’m desperately trying to find a friend.
everybody seemed to have moved on,
made new friends, adapt to their new schs,
but definitely not me.
everyday aft sch,
i go back to the flat,
where i face no one.
no mom
no dad
no sis
nobody but myself.
everyday aft sch,
i go back to the flat,
where i face no one.
no mom
no dad
no sis
nobody but myself.
i'm losing things i hold close to my heart.
i dont know how much more i can take.
i don’t know when it started,
but i stopped looking forward to tomorrow.
♥ 3:55 PM